This month of March ada ramai gak yang celebrate birthdays....that include Jas / Zazli (1st March), Boyak (2nd March), Nahidah (3rd March) and kalau tak silap Eliza/Elida (5th March)... and kalau tak silap towards end of month pulak Nosi nye ...anyway to all, wishing you Happy Birthday and many happy returns of the day....doakan semoga kalian semua beroleh kemenangan and sentiasa dilindingi oleh Nya hingga akhir hayat....Juga diangkat menjadi muslimat sejati....Amin.
Malam tadi aku and Has had a small celebration dengan Boyak since dia naik KL...Dah lama tak merendek malam,tak tahu mana nak melepak...we were at Jalan Ampang, pas tu rasa nak dudud bercerita kat tempat yang ok sikit... we all ingat nak ke Nikko Hotel, sampai sana tengok nama hotel pun dah di tukar!!! Lawak ...tak nampak batang hidung Nikko pun...coffee house masih buka la cuma dah tak banyak serves food tapi sebab we all dah malas nak jalan ke tempat lain, lepak jugak la kat situ... overall it was ok and we had fun...the whole coffee house tu for ourselves je.... then we strolled back to boyak's hotel...After sending Has balik rumah aku crawled onto my bed dah 3 pagi.....isk...mengantuk nya...lepas subuh, boom balik!!
So long we all tak buat macam ni ...so teringat la once dulu aku, has, li and arwah pah went out around mid night one of the many malam minggu yang kita melepak...naik has punya antic car, fiat kot aku tak ingat la....dah sampai junction jln pinang and jalan ampang, gear box was not working...bukan apa patah gear stick tu...tercabut masukkan balik pun dia jammed... masa tu belum ada klcc lagi, jalan pinang was famous for clubs and holiday inn on the park...So apa lagi, kereta tu kita orang abandoned je kat trafic light tu...we all jalan la bawah pokok besar2 tu...ada pulak yang buat lawak buka cerita hantu, mula la takut, jalan laju2...nasib baik masa tu semua slim and tak sakit lutut lagi...sampai holiday inn tu we stay sampai pagi sebab takut nak pergi balik ke kereta...teguk la kopi holiday inn tu berjug2...sebab free flow masa tu..
by the time masuk subuh tu baru we all jalan balik ke simpang tu and ambil kereta...guess what??? we drove the car back to rumah Li kat taman TAR dgn gear 2 je...gear 3 dah tak boleh masuk!!! nasib kita orang baik la...tak meletup kereta has tu....so every time ingat kesah tu, ingat la kat arwah pah...and that was our last outing with her...sebab lepas tu dia pindah kerja to Ipoh. Semoga Arwah berada bersama para solihah. Diampunkan segala dosanya and tenang dia di sana.. Al Fatihah.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
kuliah sabtu
Hari ini kuliah ustaz Muzairi dari buku Alam Barzakh. Masuk pada persoalan ke 20 tentang apakah manusia yang diseksa di dalam kubur masing-masing melibatkan jasad dan roh?? Jawapan secara amnya adalah Ya. Diceritakan juga bila roh orang mukmin di angkat ke langit baunya harum seperti kasturi, tapi bila roh orang kafir di bawa, baunya seperti bangkai...
Ustad ada cerita bila di syurga nanti usia penghuninya di antara 30-33 tahun ....muda belia, gagah perkasa and handsome bagai....masa dalam kelas tadi ramai la yang tersenyum sendiri membayangkan...alangkah bahagianya...sebab rata-rata kuliah itu di hadiri oleh jemaah yang sudah 2x ganda 30 thn....
Bagaimana pun kita kena berusaha untuk berada di sana...
Ustad ada cerita bila di syurga nanti usia penghuninya di antara 30-33 tahun ....muda belia, gagah perkasa and handsome bagai....masa dalam kelas tadi ramai la yang tersenyum sendiri membayangkan...alangkah bahagianya...sebab rata-rata kuliah itu di hadiri oleh jemaah yang sudah 2x ganda 30 thn....
Bagaimana pun kita kena berusaha untuk berada di sana...
Thursday, January 20, 2011
hidup ku mati ku...lillah hi ta'alla
Hari ni genap la dua minggu dia pergi mengadap Penciptanya... Di usia yang masih di kira pertengahan, anak2 masih memerlukan mamanya... Dia pergi meninggalkan kita semua... Seorang rakan, kawan, sahabat...Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan diangkat bersama para solehah...Amin..
Di pagi Jumaat itu aku dikejutkan dengan 2 missed call from "Yan Ahmad". Tanpa berlengah, terus aku dail balik nombornya kembali. Dalam hati masa tu berfikir kenapa pagi2 dah call kawan kita ni, ada sesuatu nak disampaikan ke? Sebab her MIL pun tak berapa sihat...
"Assalamualaikum Yan... you called me?"
Panggilan dijawab oleh suara yang tak dikenali... siapa???
"Saya bukan Yan.... Yan dah tak ada pagi tadi, pukul 3..."
Aku terus diam.... Rasa "choked" tak dapat telan liur, or bernafas... Sekali gus rasa terperanjat.... Tak mungkin... Last week kita baru jumpa, sembang, at your palace and you were very much better than the last time I saw you... Has, true kan... You were there with me kan... We were so happy. She made so much progress after we all tak jumpa for a few weeks...We talked, we laughed, we had our drinks with cherries and you had your lunch with chicken soup... I saw you finished your meal.. And you even asked us on how to increase your appitite... Has suggested you take chocolate and a few other things...When we were about to go home you even sent us to the door... We hugs... I felt your weight loss, and you said, you already lost about 10 kilos... Then we promissed to call on you again for our regular mengaji schedule and arrangement.... THAT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE...
Masa cuti akhir tahun, aku seperti biasa balik kampong dengan anak2 and we were there for about 2 weeks.. Lepas tu balik KL seperti biasa sibuk la beli buku, baju sekolah anak etc... Masa tu bukan tak nak pergi visit kawan yang sakit tapi kesuntukan masa tak mengizinkan.. Until has ajak pergi jumpa a few days sebelum buka sekolah.. So boleh katakan dalam sebulan lebih cuti tu tak jumpa dia... Tahu cuma dari Has sebab dia ada jenguk sesekali or made a call. Terkilan rasa kerana rasa tak banyak masa dapat habiskan bersama... Padahal sebelum cuti sekolah tu kerap jugak we visited her... in hospital and at home.. And most of the time I would go with Has in the morning lepas anak2 pergi sekolah.. So we can have her all for ourselves... Sembang, cerita and massage her legs and hands so she will feel less pain... She was one strong person... Always put up with us sitting and not lying down..even after she had her treatment like accupuncture and sorts.. Always says she understand that we all always sibuk with work and family so it's okay not coming and visit her often...Cuma we always told her that we were there for her if she ever need anything from us... Just let us know...
Pernah satu kali tu masa di hospital dia minta aku suapkan makanan sebab tangan kanan dia tak dapat nak grip anything, esp sudu or garfu... Minum pun terpaksa dengan botol macam bekal air anak ke sekolah... Sebab kalau dengan cawan or gelas nanti tumpah.. Puas aku tahan tears dari turun, cuba di buat lawak bodoh, cuba buat tanya macam2 soalan agar tangis tak nampak.. Sebab tujuan lawat dia untuk beri sokongan agar dia kuat melawan sakit... Selalu tu aku dan Has akan menangis setiap kali kami masuk semula ke dalam kereta... Sedih melihat keadaan kawan masa tu....
Now, she no longer with us... Innalillah hi wa inna ilaihi raajiuun... Semoga dia bersama orang orang mukmin di sana... And we will always remember you . Azian Ahmad (1964-2011)
Di pagi Jumaat itu aku dikejutkan dengan 2 missed call from "Yan Ahmad". Tanpa berlengah, terus aku dail balik nombornya kembali. Dalam hati masa tu berfikir kenapa pagi2 dah call kawan kita ni, ada sesuatu nak disampaikan ke? Sebab her MIL pun tak berapa sihat...
"Assalamualaikum Yan... you called me?"
Panggilan dijawab oleh suara yang tak dikenali... siapa???
"Saya bukan Yan.... Yan dah tak ada pagi tadi, pukul 3..."
Aku terus diam.... Rasa "choked" tak dapat telan liur, or bernafas... Sekali gus rasa terperanjat.... Tak mungkin... Last week kita baru jumpa, sembang, at your palace and you were very much better than the last time I saw you... Has, true kan... You were there with me kan... We were so happy. She made so much progress after we all tak jumpa for a few weeks...We talked, we laughed, we had our drinks with cherries and you had your lunch with chicken soup... I saw you finished your meal.. And you even asked us on how to increase your appitite... Has suggested you take chocolate and a few other things...When we were about to go home you even sent us to the door... We hugs... I felt your weight loss, and you said, you already lost about 10 kilos... Then we promissed to call on you again for our regular mengaji schedule and arrangement.... THAT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE...
Masa cuti akhir tahun, aku seperti biasa balik kampong dengan anak2 and we were there for about 2 weeks.. Lepas tu balik KL seperti biasa sibuk la beli buku, baju sekolah anak etc... Masa tu bukan tak nak pergi visit kawan yang sakit tapi kesuntukan masa tak mengizinkan.. Until has ajak pergi jumpa a few days sebelum buka sekolah.. So boleh katakan dalam sebulan lebih cuti tu tak jumpa dia... Tahu cuma dari Has sebab dia ada jenguk sesekali or made a call. Terkilan rasa kerana rasa tak banyak masa dapat habiskan bersama... Padahal sebelum cuti sekolah tu kerap jugak we visited her... in hospital and at home.. And most of the time I would go with Has in the morning lepas anak2 pergi sekolah.. So we can have her all for ourselves... Sembang, cerita and massage her legs and hands so she will feel less pain... She was one strong person... Always put up with us sitting and not lying down..even after she had her treatment like accupuncture and sorts.. Always says she understand that we all always sibuk with work and family so it's okay not coming and visit her often...Cuma we always told her that we were there for her if she ever need anything from us... Just let us know...
Pernah satu kali tu masa di hospital dia minta aku suapkan makanan sebab tangan kanan dia tak dapat nak grip anything, esp sudu or garfu... Minum pun terpaksa dengan botol macam bekal air anak ke sekolah... Sebab kalau dengan cawan or gelas nanti tumpah.. Puas aku tahan tears dari turun, cuba di buat lawak bodoh, cuba buat tanya macam2 soalan agar tangis tak nampak.. Sebab tujuan lawat dia untuk beri sokongan agar dia kuat melawan sakit... Selalu tu aku dan Has akan menangis setiap kali kami masuk semula ke dalam kereta... Sedih melihat keadaan kawan masa tu....
Now, she no longer with us... Innalillah hi wa inna ilaihi raajiuun... Semoga dia bersama orang orang mukmin di sana... And we will always remember you . Azian Ahmad (1964-2011)
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