Hari ni genap la dua minggu dia pergi mengadap Penciptanya... Di usia yang masih di kira pertengahan, anak2 masih memerlukan mamanya... Dia pergi meninggalkan kita semua... Seorang rakan, kawan, sahabat...Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan diangkat bersama para solehah...Amin..
Di pagi Jumaat itu aku dikejutkan dengan 2 missed call from "Yan Ahmad". Tanpa berlengah, terus aku dail balik nombornya kembali. Dalam hati masa tu berfikir kenapa pagi2 dah call kawan kita ni, ada sesuatu nak disampaikan ke? Sebab her MIL pun tak berapa sihat...
"Assalamualaikum Yan... you called me?"
Panggilan dijawab oleh suara yang tak dikenali... siapa???
"Saya bukan Yan.... Yan dah tak ada pagi tadi, pukul 3..."
Aku terus diam.... Rasa "choked" tak dapat telan liur, or bernafas... Sekali gus rasa terperanjat.... Tak mungkin... Last week kita baru jumpa, sembang, at your palace and you were very much better than the last time I saw you... Has, true kan... You were there with me kan... We were so happy. She made so much progress after we all tak jumpa for a few weeks...We talked, we laughed, we had our drinks with cherries and you had your lunch with chicken soup... I saw you finished your meal.. And you even asked us on how to increase your appitite... Has suggested you take chocolate and a few other things...When we were about to go home you even sent us to the door... We hugs... I felt your weight loss, and you said, you already lost about 10 kilos... Then we promissed to call on you again for our regular mengaji schedule and arrangement.... THAT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE...
Masa cuti akhir tahun, aku seperti biasa balik kampong dengan anak2 and we were there for about 2 weeks.. Lepas tu balik KL seperti biasa sibuk la beli buku, baju sekolah anak etc... Masa tu bukan tak nak pergi visit kawan yang sakit tapi kesuntukan masa tak mengizinkan.. Until has ajak pergi jumpa a few days sebelum buka sekolah.. So boleh katakan dalam sebulan lebih cuti tu tak jumpa dia... Tahu cuma dari Has sebab dia ada jenguk sesekali or made a call. Terkilan rasa kerana rasa tak banyak masa dapat habiskan bersama... Padahal sebelum cuti sekolah tu kerap jugak we visited her... in hospital and at home.. And most of the time I would go with Has in the morning lepas anak2 pergi sekolah.. So we can have her all for ourselves... Sembang, cerita and massage her legs and hands so she will feel less pain... She was one strong person... Always put up with us sitting and not lying down..even after she had her treatment like accupuncture and sorts.. Always says she understand that we all always sibuk with work and family so it's okay not coming and visit her often...Cuma we always told her that we were there for her if she ever need anything from us... Just let us know...
Pernah satu kali tu masa di hospital dia minta aku suapkan makanan sebab tangan kanan dia tak dapat nak grip anything, esp sudu or garfu... Minum pun terpaksa dengan botol macam bekal air anak ke sekolah... Sebab kalau dengan cawan or gelas nanti tumpah.. Puas aku tahan tears dari turun, cuba di buat lawak bodoh, cuba buat tanya macam2 soalan agar tangis tak nampak.. Sebab tujuan lawat dia untuk beri sokongan agar dia kuat melawan sakit... Selalu tu aku dan Has akan menangis setiap kali kami masuk semula ke dalam kereta... Sedih melihat keadaan kawan masa tu....
Now, she no longer with us... Innalillah hi wa inna ilaihi raajiuun... Semoga dia bersama orang orang mukmin di sana... And we will always remember you . Azian Ahmad (1964-2011)
Di pagi Jumaat itu aku dikejutkan dengan 2 missed call from "Yan Ahmad". Tanpa berlengah, terus aku dail balik nombornya kembali. Dalam hati masa tu berfikir kenapa pagi2 dah call kawan kita ni, ada sesuatu nak disampaikan ke? Sebab her MIL pun tak berapa sihat...
"Assalamualaikum Yan... you called me?"
Panggilan dijawab oleh suara yang tak dikenali... siapa???
"Saya bukan Yan.... Yan dah tak ada pagi tadi, pukul 3..."
Aku terus diam.... Rasa "choked" tak dapat telan liur, or bernafas... Sekali gus rasa terperanjat.... Tak mungkin... Last week kita baru jumpa, sembang, at your palace and you were very much better than the last time I saw you... Has, true kan... You were there with me kan... We were so happy. She made so much progress after we all tak jumpa for a few weeks...We talked, we laughed, we had our drinks with cherries and you had your lunch with chicken soup... I saw you finished your meal.. And you even asked us on how to increase your appitite... Has suggested you take chocolate and a few other things...When we were about to go home you even sent us to the door... We hugs... I felt your weight loss, and you said, you already lost about 10 kilos... Then we promissed to call on you again for our regular mengaji schedule and arrangement.... THAT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE...
Masa cuti akhir tahun, aku seperti biasa balik kampong dengan anak2 and we were there for about 2 weeks.. Lepas tu balik KL seperti biasa sibuk la beli buku, baju sekolah anak etc... Masa tu bukan tak nak pergi visit kawan yang sakit tapi kesuntukan masa tak mengizinkan.. Until has ajak pergi jumpa a few days sebelum buka sekolah.. So boleh katakan dalam sebulan lebih cuti tu tak jumpa dia... Tahu cuma dari Has sebab dia ada jenguk sesekali or made a call. Terkilan rasa kerana rasa tak banyak masa dapat habiskan bersama... Padahal sebelum cuti sekolah tu kerap jugak we visited her... in hospital and at home.. And most of the time I would go with Has in the morning lepas anak2 pergi sekolah.. So we can have her all for ourselves... Sembang, cerita and massage her legs and hands so she will feel less pain... She was one strong person... Always put up with us sitting and not lying down..even after she had her treatment like accupuncture and sorts.. Always says she understand that we all always sibuk with work and family so it's okay not coming and visit her often...Cuma we always told her that we were there for her if she ever need anything from us... Just let us know...
Pernah satu kali tu masa di hospital dia minta aku suapkan makanan sebab tangan kanan dia tak dapat nak grip anything, esp sudu or garfu... Minum pun terpaksa dengan botol macam bekal air anak ke sekolah... Sebab kalau dengan cawan or gelas nanti tumpah.. Puas aku tahan tears dari turun, cuba di buat lawak bodoh, cuba buat tanya macam2 soalan agar tangis tak nampak.. Sebab tujuan lawat dia untuk beri sokongan agar dia kuat melawan sakit... Selalu tu aku dan Has akan menangis setiap kali kami masuk semula ke dalam kereta... Sedih melihat keadaan kawan masa tu....
Now, she no longer with us... Innalillah hi wa inna ilaihi raajiuun... Semoga dia bersama orang orang mukmin di sana... And we will always remember you . Azian Ahmad (1964-2011)
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